I have had this secret,
For quite a while.
It's been so long,
I'm in denial.
I met an angel,
Not long ago...
Who drove me out,
Of my lonely world.
This secret of mine,
I dare not share.
I have been turning against the world's affair.
Letting out tears of divine pearls.
Sometimes I think I have shamed the world,
Because when I look at him...love unfolds.
I think I'm insane,
I do not know!
It feels kind of lame,
To let this feeling go.
I'm always shy when around him,
Not once but always the fear remains.
It's a warm feeling I'll never regret.
However, I wonder what is it like to regret?
But wait I remember I have known regret!
Being alone for eternity is like being a stone..
To care, to worry, to love, and not regret,
Is something I cherish even when I go to rest.
It's kind of funny not wanting to say.
That at times I have felt like I have loved him always.
Eternal winds' blow and roam around endless.
Not knowing where to go or stop for a test.
Humans live and fight for survival till death.
In the end, their most difficult test remains.
Why is love so kind and at times so cruel?
I have become restless,
Thinking this way...
You can't win love so easily,
And hope that it'll remain.
Love itself is a secret to unfold...
With every little step...
You learn to take hold.
My secret is not shame, nor is it bold,
My true secret is a true love's hold!